eidxiety: (c. 058)
Ainchase "Ain" Ishmael ([personal profile] eidxiety) wrote2024-05-27 09:49 pm
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Sticks & Bones // CR Chart i mean crashout chart

Mr. Artist
» » » Someone who reminds me of a close friend...
From what I could parse, he seems to have been enslaved at some point, and the word "pet" upsets him. I'll have to be careful. He really likes animals, and I hope we can become good friends. ^^ I only wish I knew how to help with his issues.
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Ezell
» » » Someone who I love deeply...
Ezell is someone who is very important to me, as my fiance. I've never had a fiance... I didn't think I'd get this far. Isn't marriage a "human" thing? Am I human enough for that? For him to want to keep forever? I don't know...

I've thought about going back to Terra with him. Now there are additional complications. It should be fine, right? I can convince the others to come with us. Or maybe there's a way to have everything I want all the time? Haha, thinking about it makes me nervous... I'll shelve it for now.

Please don't let the Forest take him away, too. I can't lose another person. I'll crawl to the ends of this earth to get him back. I need him to stay here with me.
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Mr. ???
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Mr. Firebrand
» » » Someone who constantly wants to battle...
This guy is an asshole! But Ezell really likes him, so I guess he's fine... Ezell said I had to change his nickname from "Mr. Demon" because it was agitating him. Apparently "demon" is a slur.
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Mr. Instigator
» » » Someone who likes to incite chaos...
I don't speak to him very much, but I've seen him start fights. Lots and lots of fights.
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Mr. Jellyfish
» » » Someone who I know I can rely on...
Mr. Jellyfish is a dear friend, and very reliable. He gives me "therapy" sometimes! I know I can trust him with many things. I should probably visit him more, but I don't want to overwhelm him. He's someone who I worry about, though, since he doesn't make his own decisions.
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Mr. Old Fairy
» » » Someone who loves tiny cupcakes~...
I dug myself a hole. I said I'd make a tiny cupcake recipe... now I have to deliver. I'm a little worried because I can't cook, but it's bad to disappoint old people, isn't it...? Don't they die from grief...?
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Mr. Sweetheart
» » » Someone who's loving, but incredibly scared of the world...
Mr. Sweetheart is fun to talk to, and we bonded very quickly. I'm a bit worried because he seems to be so anxious. He reminds me of Ms. Mirror Friend. They're probably roughly the same age? He has the ability to read what's in someone's heart. I wonder what he'd say if he saw me now...? I know it doesn't look too pretty.
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Mr. ???
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Mr. Clown
» » » Someone who gives off bad vibes...
I don't know too much about him, but I do know he's blind now. I've helped him out in the past, but we don't speak much.
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Mr. Salty
» » » Someone who comes across as quite grouchy...
He seems earnest, but a bit grouchy. Haha, what kind of cookie flavour is "salt" anyway?
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Ms. Flower
» » » Someone who seems to hide her pain...
I like Ms. Flower. She's always extremely kind to everyone, and worries a lot for our wellbeing. But I think she's been very upset recently, considering all that's happened... It's a bit worrying. I hope she's okay.
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Ms. Normal
» » » Someone who is strangely regular...
She seems to be the only normal person here, by relative definition anyway. I did see this "play" about her life where she seemed anything but, but she's down to earth to me, so maybe her nickname still fits? She seems genuinely kind, so I like her, although she made a few references I don't really understand here and there when we were talking once. She seems quite smart otherwise.
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Mr. Basketball
» » » Someone who yells and screams a lot...
He looks like a basketball~ what a funny tattoo choice! I wonder if he knows what a basketball is? Oh, and he's always yelling about something. I wonder why he's always so angry? Is it because he's the bad word for Sarkaz?
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Mr. ???
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Mr. Hungry
» » » Someone who eats his entire weight in food...
I wonder if he's a picky eater at all, or if there are any foods he doesn't like? Maybe he could help give me feedback on my cooking, but I fear he's probably not picky enough to give real feedback unless something was suspiciously crunchy.
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Mr. Hungry's Tiny Clone
» » » Someone who is clearly a carbon copy of someone else...
I think! Him and Mr. Hungry are siblings! But they look identical to me, but I know they're not twins. Haha, he has the longest nickname I've ever made~. I've never spoken to this child in my life though.
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Ms. Butterfly
» » » Someone who is always dressed like a butterfly...
I spoke to her once over the notebooks before seeing her around. She seemed very sad, so I'm a bit worried. Oh, but her fashion is cute...! I have a butterfly halter top, I wonder if she would want something similar to that? I think she would be fun to design clothes for.
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Mr. ???
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Elsword
» » » Someone who I'm utterly obsessed with...
My Elsword <3 Myyyy Elsword~ <3 <3 <3 I loooove him, my Elsword~~ I wonder whose last name would be prettier to use when we're married? Probably not mine. I'll just take his~. I think that would be sooo cute. I hope he doesn't mind me having multiple last names though, but his gets to go first in the order. 💚Ainchase Sieghart Pastore Wolfwood Grenore... that'll be my full name! Whenever Add comes back and gets it together anyway. 💚💚💚 I just think it'll be so cute. Obviously Elsword takes priority because I knew him the longest though. I'm going to have the best name in the entire multiverse~. I mean, Elsword hasn't proposed yet, but that's fine! I'll Get him one day.

I'm so glad he's here with me. He's so shy and cute about our relationship~. It's easy to fluster him, and I'm super addicted to it. Eventually I think he'll get used to it, though, but I'll just find new ways to fluster him. 💚💚💚

I can't let him leave me either. Now that he's here, he has to stay. I can't let the Forest take him too. But I think if I tried to tie him down, he'd find some other way to escape, so what do I do? How do I keep him from going anywhere? How do I keep him from being taken from me?
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Mr. ???
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I don't know him very well. He did offer to help me find Aventurine, but that's about it.
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Mr. Scaredy Cat
» » » Someone who sings, but is too shy to let his voice be heard...
He's genuinely terrified of everything. He seems like the type of person to scream if he sees his own shadow.
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Mr. Floaty
» » » Someone who is a Goddess creation, like me...
Mr. Floaty doesn't have a lot of emotions, I think, sort of like me when I was first created. I bet he'll grow into them. He seems very regretful that Ishmael was not very kind to me, even though it isn't his fault. Haha, I have fun dressing him up in outfits, and his hair is long and pretty~. I should show him some hair styling tips some time. :O
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Mr. Beefcake
» » » Someone who is eeeeenormous~...
This is Mr. Floaty's big beefcake boyfriend~. They're so cute together! I can't believe people are acting normal about this man though. If I had met him a year ago I would've tried to ride him until he passed out haha. I think everyone would have. :O
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Mr. Phoenix
» » » Someone who is bound to the spirit of a birdlike god...
He's kindly, and a bit oblivious. I've seen him hold his own in battle, though, which is more impressive to me. Why does everyone here have themselves bound to some sort of deity, though?
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Mr. Sou Sou
» » » Someone who is experienced in the eldritch...
He's young, but he knows his way around some pretty horrifying things. I wonder what sorts of experiences he's had? He and his family seem to have come from somewhere rather terrifying. I like him better than I like his other family members because he's easier to talk to. ^^
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Mr. Loudmouth
» » » Someone with a bad attitude who yells a lot...
He's impatient, and writes in all caps in the notebook. I find him funny now because we both agreed that cops are stupid and you can just avoid the law if you lie about it well enough. I wonder what he's done... haha.
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Mr. ???
» » » Someone who I don't care to understand...
We don't get along~. It always feels awkward when he approaches me for anything as a result. I want to like him because of Mr. Enthusiastic, but that feels impossible a lot of the time.
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Mr. Enthusiastic
» » » Someone who is fun at parties...
He's very nice, and he seems a bit like a party animal. Haha, I'd like to hang out with him a bit more. We snuck into a movie theatre once, and that was fun. Too bad it's hard to do that again, since there aren't any here.
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Mr. Senior Citizen
» » » Someone who insists he's not that old...
I think he said he took photos...? Something like that! :O He also insists he isn't old and he likes population surveys.
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Mr. ???
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Ms. Turtles
» » » Someone who really likes turtles...
She's very enthusiastic and she loves turtles and food! I like talking to her~.
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Mr. Kittycat
» » » Someone who I like joking around with...
He's fun to talk to. "Shame, shame, shame!" haha, only he would know what this means. We got our nails done together and he taught me what slurs are!
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Ser Kitty
» » » Someone who identifies as a court jester (apparently)...
Mr. Bartender's sibling, who sometimes has kitty eyes. They're elusive and mysterious... AKA: They don't share much about themself, at least to me. ^^
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Mr. Bartender
» » » Someone who cares about people more than he lets on...
Mr. Bartender is the sort of person who (I think) feels very fond of everyone, but doesn't know how to say it. He and I gossip about boys together sometimes. Lately he's hit a bit of a rough patch. It's quite worrying, actually. We've had some tough conversations as a result of us butting heads on ideals, but I still consider us close. I just don't know how to navigate things like that, and I'm not sure he does either. Is this part of what it means to be "human"?

He gave me a Christmas gift! It's a little feather that I can communicate to him with, so we can gossip more. I suppose there are more practical uses for something like that, but it's more fun to think that neither of us will find ourselves in trouble and will get to just use it for gossiping instead.
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Mr. Venomous
» » » Someone who claims to be an expert in poisons...
This guy is funny. He's the boss of some kind of syndicate thingy. I think that's a type of company? Or maybe a gang... he says he's a master of poison and bugs. He needs fashion help :O
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Mr. Cheerful
» » » Someone who is extremely energetic...
I saw him on top of the roof of the inn. How did he get up there...? He's so short...
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Ms. Idol
» » » Someone who sings songs, but always looks sad...
She has a downer look about her. I don't know if I've ever seen her smile... is she okay?
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Nikolaus
» » » Someone who I plan to steal away and never give back...
My master plan is to convince him not to go back to No Man's when we can leave because it sucks so much~. Why would he go back to somewhere you hate? He should stay with me instead. At this point, we've been together for over a year, and why would you abandon someone after that long? Even if it seems impossible for everyone I want to remain together to do so, I bet I could figure out a way, even if thinking about it makes me anxious.

But he's not allowed to go home to a world that sucks and doesn't want him. I want him. He belongs to me. Why would you go somewhere where your untimely death is all but assured? A planet with no water or sustainable food? Sand and nothing else? There are better adventures to be had. Maybe it's hypocritical of me. Elrios is better off. Terra is better off. Ah, we'll have to figure it out...

I don't know if this feeling of possessiveness is healthy, but I don't really care~. And now he's my fiance, so~ he's all mine! 💚

And he'll stay with me because he won't have a choice.
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Ms. Cat
» » » Literally a cat...
She's a talking cat! Meow, meow! Haha~.

There are a lot of cats here. So strange... I like her a lot because she's a REAL cat though and not a person. It's so much easier to like cute little animals.
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Mr. Crane
» » » Someone who is always busy...
This is Mr. Snow Leopard's husband. He seems anti-social, like Mr. Ancient is.

He went to work for Ms. Ourania with his husband. I'll probably see them again some time.
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Mr. Snow Leopard
» » » Someone with a quick wit and sharp tongue...
He's a very good commander, but... I know he likes to tease me, and I know I don't know much about him, but wow wow wow Mr. Snow Leopard do you HAVE to pick me up and carry me around while shirtless? I think I died a bit!

Mr. Snow Leopard and his husband went to work for Ms. Ourania. I'll probably see them again some other time.
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Aventurine
» » » Someone who loves a good bet...
Where did you go? Why did you leave? After all of that, you had to go and disappear on me?
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Vash
» » » Someone who I feel immense guilt about...
I love him dearly, but I feel like it's my fault he's messed up. (It is my fault.) Sometimes it gets hard to look at him because all I can think is, "why do you like me so much if I helped ruin your life"? Maybe I really don't belong with him after all... Maybe he shouldn't love someone like me?

But none of that matters. Like with everything else, I failed to keep him safe. I'll admit I was mad at him before I lost him, too. I felt hurt, because I'd asked him to be nice to Add and he wouldn't. I felt like I wasn't listened to. But that also doesn't matter. I continue to be the reason why things are wrong. I continue to fail, and let people down. And now what do I do? Who am I mad at? Is it me, or is it him, or is it the Forest?
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Mr. Pigeon
» » » Someone who quite stoic...
Mr. Pigeon is Mr. Dragon's partner. Mr. Dragon is very protective of him. Mr. Pigeon says he has some sort of deadly disease? I hope he'll be okay.
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Mr. Dragon
» » » Someone who speaks in odd turns of phrase...
This man came into my shop, wholesale ripped his shirt off in front of me, and told me to make his shirt look like battle scars?? Is he okay? (I appreciated the glimpse, though! Mr. Pigeon is going to kill me for this if he finds out.) He's also fun to break into parade floats with~ I don't think we were supposed to be there~.
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Mr. Pirate
» » » Someone who acts more dignified than he really is...
Mr. Pirate is kind of strange, isn't he? Haha, I don't know if he knows how to socialize~.
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» » » Someone who I rely on, but argue with...
I have absolutely indescribable feelings over this jackass. Sometimes I want to choke him out, sometimes we're genuine with each other, a lot of the time we're both avoiding saying the things we want to say. He drives me insane, but I'll kill for him either way.

I love him. I really do. Even despite wanting to shake him sometimes. Oh, and I know he feels the same now, since we're sharing our emotions. I'm honestly shocked he agreed to it. Haha, he's usually so private. I wonder if he trusts me enough to let me in? We've definitely grown closer than we were before... I wonder if he wants to be my other fiance? Haha~.

He can't ever leave, because I don't know what I'll do if he doesn't, I don't know how I'll act, but I know I'll drag him out of the Garden and chain him down and never let him leave my sight ever again.
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Livio
» » » Someone who I love to fluster...
Apparently we were together in our past lives? Haha... How embarrassing! I do love him, though. He's sweet and fun to tease, and he kissed my hand and everything. Wow... what a romantic~. Hehe~.

I do miss seeing him around. What would I do if he and Razlo died? Can they both feel how protective I feel over them? Do they know the lengths I'd go to to keep them here with me?
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Razlo
» » » Someone who's always yelling every single word...
I'll be the first to admit that we've had our differences. I'm not good at communicating, and neither is he, so it's made things awkward between us. I don't know how to patch something like that over, though. I do still love him, and it's fun sitting in his lap because it makes me feel tiny. I do love giant, feral men... haha.

He's the protector, but I need to protect him, too. He's not immune to anything here. No one is. He seems quite overconfident~ and I don't need him knocked down a peg. But he won't stay put, he never stays put. What do you do with someone who won't stay still? How do you tie them down so they can't leave?
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